hi

hi.
i know it has been rough.
things get so tough.
and here i am.
staring at this note.
tell me what should i write
when you took the pen
with you as you go.
i was lost for words
february when you came
now i think i am lost
march silently screaming your name.
hi.
i thought that was genuine.
you sent me a photo
with your younger sibling in smiles
you seem real
so real yet surreal.
should i paint it in this white canvas
or leave this as it is
cause nothing has to be drawn anyway
you took the pallette with you.
hi.
i would like to ask you something
why did you disappear like that
you went so quick like a blink
has life been good to you
cause it has never been for me
after you left.
guess you carry the goodness alone.
hi.
do you ever wander about me
cause you're here
in the back of my mind
in the middle of the night it is you
who keeps me awake or asleep
staring at your name in the chatbox
when will you come again.
hi.
i hope you remember me
and the things we talked about
in that short-lived romance
cause the pain here is beating
so fast like a drum
a guitar that was never strummed
like a broken record in this broken heart
a song plays in my head in replay
the first few words you asked me,
"kadumdum naka?".
hi.
i hope you say hi.