I just felt in love and never defined it
An indescribable and alien feeling
It was an oasis of troubled waters
Avalanche I can never escape with
But it was paradise to my eyes
Graceful hurricane of lies
Captured by my lens as truth
A nightmare that was a daydream
Stab on the back that felt like hug
Arrow shot deep to my heart
Or shotgun that wounded it
In my sight it was beautiful
So unpredictable like magic
Or was it all an illusion
In bed of thorns I thought were roses
I lay in your rogue realm inside the room
In calm waves and singing breeze
I thought I enjoyed with you
Turned out to be tidal waves
Of your raging tricks and mirage
A death day on Christmas
A white dwarf in the galaxy
All I envisioned as charm and beauty
And when I started to burn
From what has to be warm
Left from what has to stay
Lost from who I should be kept
Took advantage of my vulnerability
I had a sudden change of view
I was in hell of what I thought was heaven
That was why I burned when you’re around
Alive but you pushed me to the ground
Like a paper heart you tore me
In each pace I stepped and moved away
And never knew how to move on
A path less taken I have taken
With all the promises I withdrawn
You went with the rhymes you stole
I ran last with the last word
Fixing the hole from this whole
I want to end with rhyme and closure
In clear vision and straight path
Making myself even ever better
Surviving from the storm and wrath
Young love comes with old problems
Fresh wounds take time to scar
Blow the candles for our wishes
We appreciate love so much after the war.
Ailyn's Lines 