what is this? part II

six years after and still living

i was sure i never had this feeling

is this a flower that had to bloom

or a shining star meant to be doomed

is this a pillow or a paper heart

is this the closure or just the start

is this just a leaf or is this a chapter

is this the end or the happy ever after

is this real or just a memory

is this vivid or is this blurry

my heart cannot tell what i have felt

nor recognize what my hand once held

but there was one thing i was sure i had

a fleeting young love that never felt bad.